This morning I started a psilocybin microdose treatment after a successful first round back in October 2024 where I discover my passion for writing. What happened today is hard to put on words: I took a tiny mushroom dose of 0.1 g—this amount should only work at an unperceptive, sub-conscious level—and in the time frame of 7 to 11 minutes, I felt my body failing; I couldn't really walk or respond to anything physical so I chose to sit in the deck facing the sun to meditate. The second I closed my eyes I appeared somewhere I have never been before, and my higher self was there, showing me where she exists. She didn't say it but my own mind told me this was the fifth dimension. What my higher self mentioned was that that is the place I'm going after this life of mine ends. Not a scary place, but it was rather overwhelming for my human brain. I'll tell you what I could see there. First, I wasn't able to do anything, I was only a viewer. My higher self didn't have a body or a shape, she was made of the ''fluid blanket'' of her world, there was nothing else but the fluid blanket everywhere. The fluid blanket reminds me of the mercury contained in thermometers. This fluid blanket could create EVERYTHING my higher self requested, she didn't even request, she somehow simply created anything in seconds, as if it was completely granted that things happen out of nowhere. An example of this is that I asked her to create a beautiful dress and the blanket simply waved and a second later a beautiful, non-material dress was there. The dress vanished, reabsorbed into the blanket, why? because there was no sense of attachment or property, so no need to keep a beautiful dress when you simply can create a better one the next second. Needless to say that my higher self couldn't care less about dresses, but she showed me how her world works. Time doesn't exist in there, this was the most disturbing thing for my brain, everything was happening at the same time and I couldn't understand the order of events. Gravity also doesn't exist, there are other forces keeping the fluid blanket all together, and my higher self trusts in the infallible force that keeps the blanket together such as we humans trust that everything is stuck to the ground by gravity on earth. The fabric was in movement at all times, there was no stillness, it changed colours the same way a chameleon's skin does. There was a ''change in pressure'' that I believe might be the frequency the 5th dimension operates with, too high for my human mind to tolerate for long periods. I might be the first person I have ever known of that was trapped in the ''portal'' between two dimensions since I had the ability to open my eyes and check on my human body while closing my eyes and observing the 5th dimension first hand. It was an intense experience, my body and mind felt overwhelmed at all times but not frightened. I ended up exhausted in a very short human time of 30 minutes. Before today I knew nothing about the 5th dimension, I don't think I have ever read or listened to anything about it. I don't want to google it and find a billion different theories because I'm not passionate about the whole thing, I went there by accident, and after getting mad at my higher self for taking me so far away from my reality just to brag about how she did her magic, I ended receiving the information I was needing about my current reality. This said, I wonder if any of you has information about the following things: -What material is the fluid blanket of creation made of. (My guess is dense plasma) -Is it harmful at all to access another dimension? Even as a viewer. -How do I replicate the manifestation abilities my higher self has, here on earth? (I forgot to ask this one to her, she could get anything she wanted) Hope I find some answers, thanks in advance♥ |

What you’ve described is a profound and rare experience. It’s not every day someone gets a front-row seat to their Higher Self’s playground, so to speak. Let’s break this down in a way that makes sense and ties into what you’re asking. What is the fluid blanket made of?The "fluid blanket" you described sounds like a representation of what many call Source Energy or the quantum field. It’s the foundational substance of creation, but not in a physical sense, it’s vibrational. You mentioned it reminded you of mercury, and that’s a great metaphor because mercury is reflective, fluid, and cohesive, much like how Source Energy operates. In metaphysical terms, this "blanket" could be the vibrational essence that responds instantly to intention. It’s not dense plasma in the physical sense, but you could think of it as a kind of energetic plasma, pure potentiality, constantly in motion, ready to shape itself into whatever is desired. Is it harmful to access another dimension?Not harmful, but it can be overwhelming, as you experienced. The fifth dimension operates at a much higher frequency than our third-dimensional reality, and your physical body isn’t naturally designed to sustain that level of energy for long. That’s why you felt exhausted. It’s like running a marathon in a higher vibrational field. Think of it as a temporary "frequency mismatch". Your Higher Self exists comfortably there because it’s already attuned to that frequency, but your human self is still tethered to the slower, denser vibrations of the physical world. So, while it’s not harmful, it’s probably important to ground yourself afterward, which you seem to have done instinctively by sitting in the sun and meditating. How do you replicate your Higher Self’s manifestation abilities here on Earth?This is the big one, isn’t it? Your Higher Self operates in a realm where there’s no resistance, no time, no attachment, no limiting beliefs. Manifestation there is instantaneous because the vibrational alignment is perfect. Here on Earth, we have the buffer of time and the resistance created by our own doubts, fears, and conflicting desires. To replicate those abilities, you would need to focus on vibrational alignment. Here’s how: 1. Clarity of IntentionYour Higher Self didn’t "ask" for the dress, it simply created it. That’s because the intention was clear and unclouded by doubt. Here, you need to get crystal clear about what you want, but focus on the feeling of it rather than the specifics. What does having it feel like? That’s the vibration you want to align with. 2. DetachmentJust like the dress was reabsorbed into the blanket, practice non-attachment to your manifestations. Trust that you can create again and again, so there’s no need to cling to any one outcome. Detachment is a powerful signal to the universe that you trust the process. 3. Raise Your VibrationYour Higher Self exists in a state of high-frequency trust and joy. To align with that, engage in practices that elevate your vibration, gratitude, meditation, visualization, or anything that brings you genuine joy. Remember, feeling good is the key to tuning into the “vortex frequency” where all your desires are stored. 4. Trust the ProcessYour Higher Self trusts the forces that hold her world together, just as we trust gravity here on Earth. Similarly, trust the universal laws at work in our dimension, like the Law of Attraction, to bring your desires into form. The universe knows how to deliver, it’s your job to stay aligned and allow it to happen. 5. Practice ResonanceThink of yourself as a tuning fork. When you vibrate at the frequency of what you want, you create resonance, and that resonance draws your desire into your physical reality. This is the essence of deliberate manifesting, adjusting your personal frequency to match the frequency of what you want. Final ThoughtsWhat you experienced seems like a glimpse into the unlimited potential of your Higher Self. While we may not manifest as effortlessly here on Earth, we can still tap into that same Source Energy by aligning our thoughts, emotions, and actions with what we wish to create. It’s about becoming a vibrational match to your desires and trusting that the universe will handle the rest. Hi Stingray, thanks for the reply. ''It’s the foundational substance of creation, but not in a physical sense, it’s vibrational.'' Maybe it was hard for my HS learning to interpret the functions of the fluid blanket but it's a far more sophisticated and exact tool for alignment than an emotional guidance system. It'd feel more certain to be able to see the colour, density and speed of the vibration one is trying to match, that way we'd know how far from manifesting we truly are.
(17 Apr, 23:46)
Poppy
''Your Higher Self operates in a realm where there’s no resistance, no time, no attachment, no limiting beliefs.'' You're right here but I must say that maybe the reason for the absence of resistance, attachment and limiting beliefs is because they don't even have a body in the first place, no need to keep anyone alive and safe. This brought me to understand why would a higher entity want to experience life on earth, we can kiss and cuddle the dogs they can only intertwine their energy with.
(17 Apr, 23:55)
Poppy
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Hello! I can remember 12 of my past lives so far in great detail with only 3 of them belonging to 3D Earth n one other on another 3D Human World n all others on Higher Dimensional Planetary systems all within this Galaxy except for one which suggests I arrived into this Galaxy from another Galaxy which is not surprising considering there are hundreds of billions of Galaxies within this Universe with Human, Humanoid n Non-Humanoid species. As far as your Higher Self goes well 'YOU ARE YOUR HIGHER SELF.' Our Souls are not fractured/seperated in various dimensions as some would have you believe. I know because my higher dimensional Host Families communicate with me on a daily basis n they still see me as their Daughter eventhough I am currently embodied in a male avatar n have been for the last 5 incarnations, 6 including this life cycle. I have been incarnated both as Male n Female on two different Fifth dimensional Human Worlds. Earth is NOT the only Human World within this Galaxy. We have been lied to by the Controllers of this very corrupted n criminal Patriarchal system of this World. All previous higher dimensional incarnations I identified as Female. (shocking because being a male was all I knew how to be .. So I thought!) I have past life memories of me existing in the third, fifth, seventh, ninth n even in the 11th dimensions. All odd numbered dimensions are physical n all even numbered dimensions are ethereal/astral. Every physical dimension is paired up with its ethereal dimension like how the third n fouth are paired up, the fifth n sixth, seventh n eight and so on. We here on 3D Earth exist in the lowest of all physical dimensions. Your experience as you described it was most likely in one of the Ethereal dimensions most likely the fourth dimension n not the fifth dimension as you may believe. From my own Remembrance, the fifth dimensional Worlds I once existed on are just as physical as the third dimension is and Duality exist in all Dimensions without exeption as it is Universal Law. I can also Consciously Astral Travel when I simply center myself. I have been doing it for decades now n when my Soul exits my physical body (like an OBE), I always consciously check to make sure my zombie like body is safe n fine before I venture off into the Astral Realm of the fourth dimension. The Fourth dimension is a wonder unto itself n can influence how we perceive reality. The only problem with the fourth dimension is when we venture off too far from 3D Earth, these White Light Beings (pest) appear n they keep sending me back into my physical body back on Earth. So I had to create a Portal to bypass these pesky fourth dimensional white light beings so that I could venture into the fifth dimension n Higher. From your testimony it seems like you were influenced by the deceptions of Social Media n its dis/misinformation which is running rampant everywhere on the internet purposely designed to keep us all from Awakening to our Souls Real Truth. What you have described only exist in the Ethereal Dimensions/realms. So Yes! I have been n lived on Fifth Dimensional Worlds n on higher dimensional Worlds in my Souls His/Herstory. I have seen my Descension from the 11th all the way down to the 3rd dimension. You wouldn't believe the Galactic Mess I have Awakened into!!! Most are still brainwashed by their false Religions n fake Gods n are unable to fully Awaken. (we have worshipped well over 18,000 different types of fake Gods/Goddesses including Celestial Objects in our brief 6500 yr history) Remember YOUR ARE YOUR HIGHER SELF! You have simply forgotten this Truth of WHO YOU TRULY ARE n where you came from n have been BRAINWASHED INTO BELIEVING THAT YOU ARE LIMITED N LESS THAN by the lies/deceptions of our Male Created Patriarchal Religious Institutions which has absolutely no Balance whatsoever. Without Balance there can only be CHAOS. Judging from our current World Events n our History, Chaos is all this World has ever known ever since the beginning of this very corrupted n criminal Patriarchy some 6500 yrs ago. There is no such thing as your Higher Self no matter what others tell you. You are your Higher Self but now in a lower density form after you were forced to Descend as all of Us have. When you see or remember your Higher Self it is because you are remembering Who You Once Were before your own Descension to this 3D Prison World. |

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